I Need to Write More... in 2019

I guess it’s been busy…

The babies are a little over 3 weeks and running around everywhere. I’ll try to sell most of them in about 5 weeks.

I went to a book convention in Savannah last weekend. It was fun, but go go go. And I spent entirely too much money on books. I think I came home with like 75 books. My bff had right at 200 though so I don’t feel too bad about it.

Slightly stressed about money just cause I’m still playing catch up and goats are eating me out of house and home. I’ve been trying so hard to pay things off. Gonna have to get James to start paying me rent or something. I told him before he moved in that I wanted him to at least pay off his vehicle before paying me. He paid it off yesterday, so his main bill is gone. He has a couple of medical bills he needs to pay off, but that’s it really.

Before I left for Savannah we kinda got into it because I was complaining about how I needed to clean the house and he said he’d have it clean before I got back. I asked him how… because I know he’s not a cleaner. He said he planned on paying his friend (who is also his ex gf) and her bf to clean while I’m gone. I shot that down real quick. I’m not having new people over to my house when it’s a wreck and you’re definitely not having new people here when I’m gone because I never know how my animals are gonna behave with new people. Of course he got all well do I live here or not and what if I wanted to have friends over. Duh, yes you live here, but my life has rules and boundaries, and you’re not inviting new people over unless I’m here. You can think I’m crazy for my rules, but you’re not breaking them, end of story.

I’ve gotta clean tomorrow. I did some today, but not enough.

I got back on Sunday night from Savannah. We ended up getting into it a bit again because he hadn’t cleaned the litter boxes every day like I told him. He was being lazy. I told him I couldn’t trust him to take care of the animals the way I wanted.

We ended up having sex late that night and again Monday night, but nothing since. It is entirely unacceptable and honestly I’m kinda mad. I mean, I’ve brought this up before… I need sex like every other day… waiting a week is not remotely ok.

Last updated July 11, 2020