Blah... in 2019

We kinda had it out yesterday.

To preface why…

Last week he came home late 2 days in a row without letting me know. He came home late bc his ex gf/friend needed help bc her car is broken down and they didn’t have money for groceries etc. This is making me uncomfortable and I asked him to let me know if he was going to be late. I didn’t even specify the why or ask him to tell me the why.

Anyways, he came home late yesterday without saying anything and I got all pissy about it and he just thought I was being crazy and jealous and he was like well I was talking to my mom etc I wasn’t with the ex gf. Ok maybe you weren’t but you didn’t say you were going to be late so I get home and just assume that’s why you’re late.

So he just thinks I’m being crazy and he has nothing but history with chick etc. And I have to sit here and explain to him that A. I have trust issues. B. I especially don’t trust bitches. C. Especially not bitches that post a lot of promiscuous, half naked photos on fb and memes that say shit like “If you pick up litter, you can fuck me” who are always calling my bf to bail her out when she’s supposed to have her own fucking bf.

Like I know she’s one of his only “friends” but she only calls when she wants something and I don’t share my toys well.

And he just thinks that I’m trying to control him and he doesn’t have his freedom anymore or whatever. And that I just ask him to do a lot and blah blah blah.

You know what.... don’t do anything. I warned you beforehand that I had a lot of animals and that includes a lot of rules. You knew I expected to keep the house clean and for you to pick up after yourself. You don’t pay rent or anything so the least you can fucking do is help around the house and I don’t ask you to do a lot of things because I know I’m picky, I know you’ll fuck it up, and then I’ll just have to redo it any goddamn ways.

I really want to stay in bed and do nothing all day. I don’t want to talk to him because it’ll just turn into a fight right now.

Last updated July 10, 2020