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- Aug. 11, 2019, 11:11 p.m.
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Today I woke up at 12 pm, way too late to go to church. I decided that it would be nice for me and Chu to go out to lunch then maybe head to the base so we can run the track for a bit, maybe play some tennis.
He went to bed late after he got home this morning though, and didn’t wake up until 4 pm. During this time I bought a bunch of stuff for the party next month on Amazon and had a 30 min sit down to cry about my finances.
I’ve been getting a lot of compliments on my new style and I want to keep it up because I feel cuter, but damn, the money just isn’t there. I haven’t been looking for a job, but I guess it will be in my best interest to start working again, so I can help us get out of debt and pamper myself once a month.
I think the new hair color is making me feel a bit more confident. My self-esteem was never something I grappled with in the past but I am being more loving toward myself. Which is always a plus in these trying times.
Finished two of my books today and I’m currently looking for a new one.
Also learned a lot about the plight of wheelchair-bound people and I wanted to take some time to look for a charity so I can help people get new chairs and fight for laws to make the world more accessible to people with disabilities.
Ate pizza for dinner because me and Chu got into a fight right before I was about to go to the store. I ended up crying out of frustration (its always out of frustration) and decided to take to a nap while Chu went upstairs to sulk.
I feel like I hardly spent any time with him but this break was good for both of us.
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