kind of a pathetic read, don’t bother reading i’m just venting.
I don’t know why i’ve been so naive about this girl, i met her some weeks ago and we got somehow close so i thought that i had a bit of a chance with her. Unfortunatly i forgot i’m the ugliest, stupidest and most boring guy of the country.
I’ve been alone my whole life and i was so desperate, we seemed to get along pretty good but she told me that she still thinks about her ex boyfriend, i just feel miserable, i know she didn’t want to hurt me, to tell me that i’m ugly.
I thought i found someone that could make my boring life different but now i just wanna quit this relationship thing, it’s not for me, it never will, i’ll die alone and i deserve it.
Fuck my life i want to die, i always did, she stopped those thoughts but now they’ll come back.
I can’t even cry, i hate myself
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