two in one day because i didn’t want the last one to be too long and i didn’t know how to transition from what i was typing to what i wanted to type next.
i messaged my friend the other day. i told him that we need to talk, in person. that i can’t just ignore what he did. he responded and said that my partner and i deserve to hear it from him.
i didn’t open the message. i didn’t know what to say. i still don’t know what to say.
i don’t know what to say when we talk, either. i don’t know.
here’s what i have so far. so i can try to organize my thoughts.
hey. i’m ready to talk whenever you are. but i do want to be transparent with you. i am honestly not sure if we can still be friends. i want to hear you out because i care about you and you have been so kind and such a good friend to partner and i. but i just…don’t know if i can move on from this. let me know when you’re free.
i’m not sure if i can feel safe around you anymore.
is a drug all it takes for you to rape someone who is unconscious?
i understand that there was no good way for us to find out about this but i don’t know how you can just go about your life being around women who trust you and don’t know that you preyed on a woman who was vulnerable.
how do we know this won’t happen again? i mean i never thought it would in the first place. when i saw it i immediately assumed it was a lie or a misunderstanding. but, you did it once. and as much as i want to say i know that isn’t you, how do we know?
once this is over i need some distance. i don’t know what i want to do and i honestly don’t think i’ll be happy with myself either way. i might reach out to you or i might just delete you from my social media.
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