The Reason(s) in These Foolish Things

I started an entry earlier so I could use up some nervous energy here at the office and I just deleted it because I couldn’t finish my thoughts. Now I’m back and it’s been another super busy day and I’ve had it. I’m going to type a few words out and then get out of here for the day.

Tonight I’m going to go to dinner with NORT (Neighbor on Roof Top). Not because I’m into him but because I have no food in my fridge. We’re actually going to this really cool restaurant around the block that hires at-risk youth to help them get on their feet after they’ve served their time. It’s been open a few years and I’ve never been, so I’m excited to try it.

And I’m sure the company will be fine.

Of course I’d rather it be Doc D, but I haven’t heard from him in a few days and I’m not going to chase him. I hate the thought of him drifting away, but if our paths crossed for a reason, then the reason is twofold:

(1) To save my life, and
(2) To provide some sexual healing afterwards

That’s quite a lot, wouldn’t you say? He’s done more for me than most in my life, so I really should just keep viewing our relationship from that angle. He’s been an amazing angel and I’m beyond grateful for him.

But I will let him go on his way and I will remain thankful.

I have other stuff, but I really just want to get a move on with the rest of my day and evening, so I’ll close for now. Maybe I’ll post after dinner tonight with NORT, maybe I won’t.

Until then, I’m sending my love to the universe…
GS