well here we go in ramble

Sooooooo for some reason, I just feel like typing everything out right now. I am currently sitting in my English class and I’m supposed to be working on my project but instead, I just feel like writing. I think I might start writing every day or whenever I feel like writing. It’s a nice day today. I am not a sad person and I usually like to be the life of the party, but I just feel so sad inside. To be honest, I might be depressed. I don’t know, but I hope I’m not. I think I just feel well my mind is running wild. I’d like to be in the comfort of my boyfriend who thinks I’m beautiful and worth the time of day. I got to be honest, I have so much baggage he has to deal with because of my mom’s old boyfriend I mean I know he doesn’t know what happen but I’m so moody with him and so messed up in my head sometimes. I thought when we moved here it would be a new start after the trial because nobody knew us. I got to be honest, I have so much baggage he has to deal with because of my mom’s old boyfriend I mean I know he doesn’t know what happen but I’m so moody with him and so messed up in my head sometimes. I thought when we moved here it would be a new start after the trial because nobody knew us.