new dishwasher,mom threatens hitman,couples date in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

Mom told me we will celebrate Christmas in July due to the death of my father she didnt have the Christmas spirit. Mom heard me tell her i wish i had a dishwasher so mom went to Lowes and ordered the cheapest dishwasher she could find. She ordered it online so it should be in around July 11th. We talked to Scott and Patch they offered to install it for us in enchange for lawn work at their house. I think its a good deal. Scott and Patch came over and installed 3 ceiling fans in our house to help circulate the air because we cant afford to buy an air conditioner. I am really grateful for the air dishwasher.

Scott, Patch, me and Talan ate at Rio Grande and got ice cream at Dairy Queen. Due to Scott and Patch inviting us over for the 4th of July Talan and i bought some fireworks to donate for everyone’s enertainment. We are bringing a dish a piece to bring to the celebration to help get plenty of food for the group on the 4th of July. I love potluck gatherings you get to try so many new foods.

I quit Ollies over the phone before my shift on Saturday. I decided 5 hours isnt enough pay to waste my time. My mother got upset because Talan fussed at me for doing laundry instead of dishes she threatened to bring a hit man to take Talan out. We talked to her about overreacting isnt healthy and threatening a person’s life is illegal. She said since dad died in December she can blame it on emotional stress. I told her overreacting because she didnt get the attention she desired does not bring me closer but chases me away. I told her she is 67 years old quit acting like a damn child! She wasnt happy Talan and i sat and told her she is accountable for her actions straighten out!

I told my mom my phone was running dead it needs time to charge. She kept calling till the phone shut off and could not be turned back on. i recieved a text message demanding me to answer my phone and several hateful voicemails. She said my phone can charge while i am on the phone no excuses. I decided if the phone wont turn on it like me needs time to recharge. After Scott and Patch went home i drank twisted tea and watch Madea’s family funeral with Talan. She called me with another lecture that i should be able to answer a dead phone. I love my mom. Yes i will miss her when she is gone but her dramatic personality gets on my nerves. My brain much like my phone needs to recharge.

Earlier today We took Scott and Patch to the Lions Den. They never went before so i figured a marital aid might spice up their personal life. I showed her some good incense, shaving creme, perfumes and candles they sale that i own Patch me and our husbands helped us pick some lingerie. Scott and Patch went home for romance i washed my lingerie and watched Madea. It is really nice to have married friends.

Patch talked to me about my fear of being pregnant, child birth and raising children. I love children but fear a spontaneous miscarriage again. I lost a baby in my 20s after i dealt with that phobia alone i decided to never have kids. I swore i would never bury a child in secret ever again. Talan talked to Scott and Patch concerned about the event caused me PTSD. Someday i will have a kid but only when i am ready not everyone else. Trust me when i say if i even get pregnant i plan to get it off social media and quiet as possible. Not everyone needs to know.

After Talan gets to work tomorrow i need to repair our broken toilet seats. They are split in half the bolts installed to hold the toilet seat is wrong resulting in it being stuck. I hope with work i will fix this issues. I always have a house repair somewhere i swear. I still need the heatpump the fan needs replaced.

I always thought people on Wheel of Fortune overreacted winning appliances. I entered a very poor adulthood to realize why people are excited for those appliances. Being poor changed my entire viewpoint!

July 7th is when i start working at Joann Crafts. I love craft projects so the hardest thing is not spending the money in the store but on bills! After i start getting paid i believe i am going to take some classes to teach me to better crochet and teach me to knit. I always screw up my blankets when i crochet and i have a hard time believing 2 sticks can make beautiful blankets. Pitiful i know but i need my skills improved. I might go to the library tomorrow to see if they have any free classes there. I am more hands on and struggle understanding crochet books.

So here i am writing in this diary in the dark. I just started loads to dry and wash chillin in my underwear. I wondered through the house with my light on my phone hoping not to step on my cats on my phone to hear a strange noise. This man walked up to my window looking i froze in my underwear reaching for my husbands gun. The man quickly ran away. Really dude it’s only 1 am i do chores while Talan is asleep later than that. I really hope he isnt scoping out the mobile home to steal from it. I really need a security system! I told talan not to leave the curtains open like he does.Close the curtains so people cant look it damn! Thank God i was awake. I hope the house will be ok!