Feb 27 in February 2014

Another opening done, another show. Dawned on me again why I love theatre so much. Because for a few hours on stage I can forget about my life for a brief moment. I'm really struggling to foster good relationships with people as I'm too much, too needy, too overwhelming. Spending hours waiting for a message from someone, rather than not relying on my phone too fill my days. I have so many other distractions that could fill my time. Music, guitar, writing, reading. This battle needs to have a happy ending as the alternative is too dark and yet too easy. And I've been down that path far too often. That path has really destroyed and set me back many years. Opportunities have come and go because of it.