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Visions in Addiction

  • June 19, 2019, 4:30 a.m.
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I have images of life without struggle or pain, but the truth? - its filled dark clouds and rain.

I don’t need a crystal ball, I’ve seen my future. Visions of smiles and laughter but waking up with a suture.

The struggle’s for real and I’m not scared, i already been through hell when not
a motherfucker cared.

Pushed them too far to reel em back with a hook, numbed my only feelings from the drugs that I took.

Back from death with three shots and a mist, should’ve left me in the grass with a rig in my wrist. 3.

Aching for days… sweatin, wishing, even praying for death, all I can ask is for a little mercy with my last dying breath.

No time to wallow in that cycle of self-pity. I’ve been up, then down-and-out in this goddamn city.

Taken one, too, many damn losses, grind for mine or take what they toss us.


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