Deano ⋅
I'm not new to writing, but I am new to actually putting forth effort and getting it out of my notebooks and head. I have so many stories that I have started but I've only finished a few.
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Fear to not in The everyday mundane
Flows like a wave, but it never seems the same, only similar, and familiar but enough to make the hairs stand, on the back of a giant, we riot, we really really felt we were owed, then we were sh...
Heart on sale in The everyday mundane
My heart is for sale, it’s not going for much. You see here, it’s been kicked around and such. It would give me a tickle to sell it for a nickel. But I’m gonna need at least a buck.
There is a Solution in Addiction
Shadows dancing on walls, I guess there’s a solution. Sneaking up through the halls, I swallow air and shit pollution. Walking feet stopped by cars, blood oxygen dies. Waking up behind bars, pluc...
The Benevolent Being in Recovery
The Benevolent being, wise but unseeing, the pain of being left alone. The simple mind, fragile but kind, Is easily let to the wrong. Original sin, borne from within, A fault that we cannot own....
Just for today in Addiction
Just for today, fuck my life and sobriety Just for today, I’ll be removed from society Just for today, I’m stealing your shit Just for today, I’m getting off sick Let go, let God, I see change on...
The Afterglow in god
Our smiles burn in the afterglow of life, a trick that was taught and sent down through generations. Cry it out then breath no doubt for the leaves will again change color They land near feet t...
Chasing a Dream in The everyday mundane
Another day forgotten, the sunlight fades through broken shades and rests on sheets of cotton. I crave happiness, undercovers and shaking, it’s there for the taking, get free from a life worth l...
I have images of life without struggle or pain, but the truth? - its filled dark clouds and rain. I don’t need a crystal ball, I’ve seen my future. Visions of smiles and laughter but waking up w...
Brittle Bones in god
Brittle Bones snap with little pressure, thin skin - scratchy wax paper catchers. Blue veins make a road map scribble maze down tired legs that dance on old toes and bring smiles to cracked lips ...
Dust settles with tip-toes on forgotten mail. The storyteller slurred but I remembered well. We laughed some nights until we fell asleep, forgetting the problems and promises of last week. Was i...
The Reminder in The everyday mundane
It’s the reminder, like the 13 alarms I have on my phone… At any moment, if I catch myself smiling too much or having too much fun, the bell sounds to remind myself that I don’t deserve it… That ...
a new day in The everyday mundane
I’m not sure why I’m feeling so positive today, but I’m grateful and I’m going to ride this until the wheels fall off. It’s just a reminder to be present, for myself and others. How could I pos...
Thursday/Hang in Addiction
When the realities of life make sense and dreams only happen when you sleep… worry. You start to worry about things that you don’t completely understand and then the resentments start. Money an...
Expectations in The everyday mundane
How can one possibly live up to the expectations that our family, friends, and media set for us? We can’t. The sooner we realize that we are all flawed humans, the happier we’ll be. We all have t...
Growing up is all about breaking down and reconstructing ideals and notions that formed in the same mind where fantastic and impossible ideas ruled, nothing was out of the question or impossible...
Bully in The everyday mundane
If nothing was learned, except that violence won the war that compromise, compassion, and agreement weren’t even attempted but thrown to the side to free the helpless victims of the monster that ...
My skin feels like it is going to crawl straight off of my bones and leave me for good. It’s tired of me putting it through this every few months. My stomach has shown it’s obvious rage for thr...
Extraction in The everyday mundane
It was at that precise moment when I wished for death. The moment the cold spike entered the cavity where the healthy tooth had been ripped from it’s home and discarded on the floor only to be k...
Cup in The everyday mundane
p1. It’s not a hard question. Just tell me what you think of this cup, how do you feel about it? p2. I’m not sure what to say, I mean it’s just a cup. A coffee cup. It’s roundish, cream colored...
Trying to be Normal in The everyday mundane
The frustrating part of staring at the sky and pointing out cloud formations to your friends is the same as when your are pointing at constellations, it’s very hard for that person to see it from...
swamptooth in The everyday mundane
His breath is bringing me to my knees. Musty like a basement. An old smell, dank and moldy. With every cough I feel the stale air of death surround my head and attack my senses with a purpose, w...
the familiar devil in Addiction
like an old friend and bully the same everybody knows your goddamned name a fallen down drunk and blacked-out year it is only my actions that I fear I wake up with wounds and I can’t remember… Ho...
