Now that I’m switching over from my beloved DE, I figure it would be good to introduce myself to new people and reintroduce myself to the people who already know me 👍🏼👍🏼
The names Holly. I’m 32 years old. Grew up in a small town in PA. I have 2 siblings one of which passed away 8 years ago. My brother was 29 when he suddenly passed from an enlarged heart. From what I was told, he was born with it but somehow he lived like that till his body couldn’t take it anymore. He was a heavy drinker and smoker so I know that didn’t help. It will never be easy knowing I lost my older brother but I now have an angel watching over me.
A little over a year ago I moved in with my boyfriend of 3 years. It hasn’t always been sunshine and butterflies but what relationship is? Out of all my relationships, he is my true person 💜 Before him, I spent 7 years with a man who completely destroyed my life for years after he was gone. I was young and dumb and fell in love with him. He smoked pot in the beginning of our relationship but I didn’t think it was a big deal. It wasn’t until he got into pills and heroine that I realized how bad things really were. For nearly 3 years I supported him in every way possible. He couldn’t keep a job and he couldn’t keep up with his child support so he ended up in prison for almost a year. I stood by him like an idiot but sometimes you do stupid things when you love someone. Once he got heavy into drugs, that’s when he started stealing things to sell and pawn. It wasn’t until he stole a handgun of my brothers who had already been passed for many years that I decided it needed to end. It was hard even if it ruined me financially and emotionally but I didn’t know how to be alone after having someone there for 7 long years. But in time I realized it was the best decision I ever made. For the first year after the breakup, I worked my ass off to pay off all the debt he left me with and get my life back.
Let’s move ahead to the next fannnttasstic relationship I landed in. Luckily that one only lasted 6 months but that took a piece of me just like my ex before him. He was the sweetest guy in the beginning but 2 months into our relationship he tells me through an EMAIL that he had to break up with me. Said he was an alcoholic before me and his drinking problems started back up and he needed to get right. Well stupid me got back with him a month later and in the end he broke up with me again and blamed me for his drinking problems 🙄🙄. You were an alcoholic BEFORE me but somehow I’m the reason you have a drinking problem. He even had the nerve to post on his dating site that we met on AFTER we broke up “I need someone who has a stable job, can take care of themselves and doesn’t live with their parents”. That was a clear slap in the face to me. At the time I lived with my parents and I had a temp job but I paid my own bills and still managed to spend a ton of money on him at Christmas time before we split. Whhattttevverr. Funny thing, not even 6 months later I got hired at that temp job and I probably make more then he does soooo. He is somehow married now and makes sure to block me every time he makes a new Facebook account. Someone not want to see how happy I am and how well off I am now? Makes me feel good.
Now onto my present boyfriend. He is the person I will marry one day. I knew after a month that he was what I wanted for the rest of my life. Unfortunately a couple months in we broke up because he was dealing with the worst depression and couldn’t deal with a relationship when he couldn’t even take care of himself. I stuck by him as a friend and just listened no matter how bad things got. But as you can tell, we got back together. We worked through his depression together. We’ve worked through a lot of ups and downs since then, but he’s my best friend and life wouldn’t be the same without him. Now to get that pretty ring on my finger 💍 ☺️.
Now that I’ve bored you with all my relationships, that’s all I have for today.
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