not being honest with myself . in what a wonderful world .

29/5/2019
lost in transition . unable to see the light or purposely not wanting to look for it ? unlike most people , ive somehow turned my greatest ally in to my deadliest foe .
most of my problems are self created and are unreal or not concerning the present .
my wish to be everyones beloved , drags me down . realizing iam no ones beloved leads me to get lost in the maze , which people call there brain . one day at a time is my answer , striving to have a peace in my mind and soul all the time is the goal .after all the taj mahal was’nt built in one day . faith and patience my companions on this journey called life .