Why I'm Starting This in Journal

You hear it all the time… “I have no one to talk to.” I have no friends good enough to call best friends, good enough to say anything personal to. People, including the parents, always say and think that no matter what, you should be able to go to your parents and talk to them about what’s going on. Well, can you really tell your parents everything? Can you tell them that you wish they were dead so it makes it easier to kill yourself? Can you tell them that every day you wish you were dead but can only cry through the days because they’re still around? Can you tell them that there are rumors about you at school and that those rumors are making everyone slut shame you? Can you tell them that you’re dating a man who’s 31 years older than you because you’re not capable of loving someone for so long? That is why I’m starting this… Because I have no one to talk to, and honestly, I just don’t think I can keep things bottled up anymore. I am not afraid of telling the internet world my deepest darkest secrets behind a computer screen. I need to let it all out.