Take Me To Church in Every day scata

4/20/19
6:13 pm

Happy 4/20 day! I sure wish I could celebrate, but yeah, still can’t partake here in MO. Medical is coming, though. Some day.

Been a half-assed busy day. Not like, work myself to death, but enough for me to keep yelling at myself that I’ve done enough.

Pam had an eye appointment this morn, so we headed out … well, not early, but around 8:30ish. Hit Denny’s for breakfast after and I ate way too much. I have to stop eating. I really do. I’ve probably gained weight this week :( I don’t even wanna know. grr

Came home and did a few loads of laundry, mowed the grass, and then we went and got some soil for the gardens. I still don’t know to do about that horrid mess of a side garden. The creeping phlox is half dead because the black-eyed Susans took over. I’m contemplating tearing out the phlox, and the rose bushes that just didn’t make it :( Maybe just let the Susan’s take over. They attract the bees, and they are pretty, And, choke out a lot of weeds. ::sigh:: I don’t know. I just know it’s going to take some work to get that mess cleaned up. lol my body is already saying “Nooooo! It’s too much!” just thinking about it.

Pam and I just came in from “porch sitting”. While my body is giving me the finger, I found my garden claw gloves and tried the pull some weeds out of the front garden. It didn’t work so well. Damn deep roots, and the “claws” are on the right glove, and I’m a lefty so… they just don’t work well for me. I’ll have to find my weed trowel and dig them out tomorrow before putting the soil in. Same with the butterfly garden. I have a lot of seed to spread out on that one. Gotta find the Zinnias that I harvested last year to throw in the dirt.

I also moved all my “winter” stuff back upstairs to the dresser I emptied out for Shawna and Chad to use. I was a bit surprised to find a drawer full of Shawna’s stuff. I figure if she missed it, she would have asked by now. Some of the shirts will be a tad bit big on me, but I’m still keeping them for myself. They’re in decent shape. Same with the shorts and jeans. Too big for me, but with the way my weight fluctuates? I’m holding on to them.

All my summer clothes were in one of those vacuum seal bags. Brought the bag upstairs, took what I needed down here, and put the rest of the stuff away with the winter stuff. Bathing suits and whatnot that I will never wear. If I had any confidence I’d wear the tops while mowing the grass, but I just don’t know about that. No matter what my weight is, I think I’m disgusting. Feh.

So now I’m hurting kinda bad. Nothing I can really do about it. And my computer is being a fuck and won’t open Spotify. Pissing me off. I might have to have Pam take a look tomorrow. Yeah, I uninstalled and reinstalled. Still nothing. Thankfully it’s working just fine on my phone. I need that for work. I can’t work without music. It’s really depressing when you’re working alone and in silence.

Ok! enough babbling from me.

Happy Passover (a day late) and Happy Easter for those who celebrate these things.

See ya.