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Oh y'know a little of this, a little of that. I am who I am, and I have reached the point in my life where I don't care what others think :)

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George Orwell 1984

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5/19/19 4:17 pm Another day where I feel angry, anxious and easily annoyed. I don’t know why this is happening. Yes, I’m taking my meds. I had my schedule all planned out for today. Schiller ...


Not that it will ever happen, but I have an idea list on Amazon for a bed and breakfast. Like I said, We’ll never open one. I think I just like decorating ideas. Weird things that I like. But I ...


May 08, 2019

Request in Every day scata

Everyone has their favorite songs. Some songs speak to your soul and you want others to hear it. Kind of a reason why I post videos here. So, in the comments, link me up with youtube videos of y...


May 06, 2019

Wolf Totem in Every day scata

5/5/19 7:38 pm Several hundred years ago I was introduced to Tibetan throat singing. I used to have a bunch of stuff saved on my computer (back in the Napster days) of monks throat singing. It’s...


4/20/19 6:13 pm Happy 4/20 day! I sure wish I could celebrate, but yeah, still can’t partake here in MO. Medical is coming, though. Some day. Been a half-assed busy day. Not like, work myself t...


Well! The manager was in today and gave me an update. While the guy was acting normal, but ticking while I was there (I mean he was completely coherent, having convo, ticks slowed down) He totall...


April 17, 2019

Short entry. in Every day scata

Every day I go into town, or through it, whatever, I stop at the BP station on the way. I get free coffee when Donna isn’t around. Sadly she’s back from sabbatical so pay I must. Anyhoo, when I ...


April 17, 2019

English Boys in Every day scata

4/16/19 3:00 am The above song is by my friend, Ciel Gloss. Give her a like and a share, m’kay? I’m super annoyed that I am awake right now. Granted, I went to bed and actually fell asleep quit...


Tanner Oshi Andy Arol and Ozzy Skittles (he belongs to us) Jack Gracie Never was told this kitteh’s name Rosie Wiggles, with Tanner in the background.


Then watch the video. 5:07 am I didn’t hit snooze :) Some days I’m really good at not hitting it, but other days I just feel like complete shit and want to stay in bed as long as possible. Yes...


February 27, 2019

In a Broken Dream in Every day scata

Simon Le Bon 4:41 pm Yeah. I kind of dropped off the radar and out of FMM. I may just post the rest whenever I feel like it. Or something. I got a bit depressed. Not like “need to be admitted” ...


February 16, 2019

FMM 15 and 16 in FebMusMo 2019

My mind was full of pain yesterday. Sorry. A great song from a band who never fails to impress you with their intricate lyrics and music Y’all knew the answer to this question is Duran Duran. P...


February 15, 2019

FMM 13 and 14 in FebMusMo 2019

Sorry for missing yesterday. Twas a bad day. A song from a new band you just heard and fell in love with Again not a band, but omg I’m so in love with her. Billie Eilish. Especially this song. ...


February 12, 2019

FMM 12 in FebMusMo 2019

Where did 11 go? I messed up and missed one somewhere. Hmph A band you fell in love with because of someone else’s recommendation. Oh man, this is a tough one because I’m usually on top of new b...


February 10, 2019

FMM 10 in FebMusMo 2019

A band you WANT to like, but just can’t Not a band, but a singer. And I LOATHE her. Taylor Swift Shake it off


February 09, 2019

FMM 9 in FebMusMo 2019

A song that reminds you of a VERY specific place or moment On my 13th birthday I got pissed off at one of my friends and walked out of my own party. Mind you it’s the middle of January and fre...


February 08, 2019

FMM 8 in FebMusMo 2019

A song you loved as a little kid Well, I guess I’m going to pick two here. Now don’t laugh, but when I was about 4 years old I loved You Light Up My Life by Debbie Boone. I have no clue, either...


February 07, 2019

FMM 7 in FebMusMo 2019

The worst song you know or have ever heard This. This song makes me want to gag. Westlife You Raise Me Up


February 06, 2019

FMM 6 in FebMusMo 2019

A song whose music video is better than the actual tune Ok, I can’t decide on this one, either. I’m trying like hell to not post another Duran song, but the video for Wild Boys is insane. Yeah, I...


February 05, 2019

FMM 5 in FebMusMo 2019

A song whose lyrics you’d have tattooed on you somewhere Y’all are going to be sick of Duran Duran, but, lol I’m a die hard Duranie. This song, The Seventh Stranger is my all time favorite son...


February 04, 2019

FMM 4 in FebMusMo 2019

A song that helped pull you out of a really bad funk Another Duran song. When this album came out I was in a seriously bad place. I was drinking to the point of black out, doing every drug excep...


February 03, 2019

FMM 3 in FebMusMo 2019

FMM 3 3. A song you have a hard time listening to these days,that you used to love. 5 years or so ago I pretty much hit bottom. I was manic for months, and basically lost everything I ever love...


February 02, 2019

FMM 2 in FebMusMo 2019

A song that never fails to make you dance in your chair/car Of course, you all know there is probably going to be a TON of Duran Duran on this list, but I can’t resist dancing in my chair to Rea...


February 01, 2019

FMM 1 in FebMusMo 2019

Welcome to FebMusMo! Thank you Nocturnal State for putting the list of prompts together for me, and for those that are doing this, too. A lot of my life revolves around music. I have a hard time...


February 01, 2019

Fuck the Rain in Every day scata

Ryan Adams 5:39 am I didn’t think that I was going to sleep last night. Not that I thought Chad was going to do anything. I know he thinks that we don’t have a clue, but it just kicked my anxiet...


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