Wow I have never been so close to passing out before, thank God I was smart enough to stop and sit out on the side until I felt I was ready to jump back in. Its my fault really, my hip hop cardio class is very intense and none stop and for me to jump right with little to no sleep or food in my stomach I was only asking for trouble.
I have been really off this past couple of days, have little to no appetite and I can't say that I'm not sleeping but I wake up every early even after going to bed really late. I spent an hour yesterday at Micheal's trying to figure out which color bottles I should buy to put my herbs in. My mind was spinning and I just wanted to scream because I couldn't focus on making a decision. Afterwards I sat in the car and had a little mental break down before calling my doctors office to leave a message to inform him that my meds are not working.
The office returned my phone call today and had me come in to talk to my psychiatrist to take a second look at my treatment plan. Looking over it I had a choice to either continue to see if the Adderall is working or go without. Although I can't tell if its working or not I don't want to give up so early. I'm suppose to be on a 30 day trail and it hasn't been no were near 30 days. Plus I'm starting to think that I'm too far into hypomania to tell a difference between anything. My psychiatrist swings into hypomania could also be a result from the Adderall. So maybe after my body comes down from this high and adjust to the medication I will be able to tell the difference.
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