Have you ever one day just stopped and wondered how you got to your current state? More specifically how your marriage when from awesome to......
Looking back, it seems like everything was perfect a year ago, and now it is hanging on by a thread.
You look back at old pictures and memories on Facebook and you think to yourself....”We were really happy”. Then you put down the phone or tablet and look into reality and see where you are now. It’s the total opposite of where you were. But how did you get here? Was it starting back to work, leaving the comfort of your stay at home mom/wife life? Was it him working more /longer hours? Was it the stress from a loved one battling cancer and losing that battle? Is it the bills he kept secret from you until the debt collectors called? Was the the kids hitting the teenage years? Was it the lack of intimacy on my part? Was it his uncomfortable/inappropriate jokes? Was it finding yourself, or did we loose ourselves?
I wish I had all the answers. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make things like they were before. Sadly, I can not. All I can do is become lost in the memories of us, and long for them to change.
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