Day 4...... in Mental Rambling

Today hasn’t been too terrible. I’m not feeling anything really. Just have no desire or motivation to do anything. To me, days like this are almost as bad as the days I’m just ready to set everything on fire and say fuck it all. I just feel empty. I think that’s a proper term? I could just stare at the ceiling for hours dwelling on nothing but how numb I feel.
I’m off tomorrow. YAY!!! My wife and I will have just a somewhat relaxing day (hopefully). I like to eat and shop or just go look around at different things. My psychiatrist said that is a comfort thing for me. Makes sense. If I think about it I can recall feeling in good spirits when I’m doing either. Neither one of those methods are effective. It replaces one problem with another. Well, can’t think of anything to write about. Gonna go watch a documentary. Any questions? I enjoy answering.