Hmmmm, well..... in Mental Rambling

I’m really trying to post often. I read a lot of entries but I’m always afraid to comment. My stupid brain thinks “What if im bothering them?” “What if they think im a weirdo for commenting on a total strangers post?” These are the types of things that go through my head. Silly stuff that probably is far away from what actually goes through the journalist’s mind. Or is it?
Does anyone else have uncomfortable feelings when people compliment something about you? I’m sure there are others like me. How do you get through it? At some point it just starts to make my mind race with doubts. Sometimes I think they have ulterior motives and they are trying to distract me from something else. Gah, I’m crazy as hell! I’m trying to make myself start accepting compliments for what they are and stop questioning everything. If not, I feel like I could miss something great because my mind over analyzed every little statement.
I apologize if my entries seem scattered or all over the place. I have all of this going in my head and I’m utilizing PB as a place to just release what’s there so I can look at it and piece together my thoughts. I feel like I have ADD.