So full... in 2019

I just ate Arby’s and that was a lot of food.

I know I haven’t written as often lately. Work is keeping me busy as hell. It’s stressful and I’m just annoyed with stupid people. That about sums it up. And if that doesn’t sound bad enough, yesterday I had to go to a meeting about grass seed.... an hour of my day spent on grass seed.

James is still amazing. He showed up at my house on Tuesday to surprise me. So he hung out with me and my friends and I made this casserole thing that my bff brought the ingredients for. He’s opening up with them a bit more. Of course he wanted to leave around 9 to give him plenty of time to drive back home and change clothes etc. Realistically he could have probably left at 9:45 and still had time for all that but I’d rather him take the extra time. Anyways, a little before he left we were all watching criminal minds and we sorta just wandered back to my bedroom for a little alone time. I really just intended to make out with him pretty heavily, but that led to him poking me in the leg which led to us shutting the door and banging one out real quick. My friends didn’t say anything, but they also know me so they probably weren’t surprised.

Anyways, we’re going to his sister’s wedding this weekend. Hopefully that will go ok. His older sister who I know from school is coming into town and staying with us at my house for a couple days. I need to clean up good between tonight and tomorrow.

Oh… and doing payroll stuff, figured out the other day that my bff was not targeted properly so they owe her probably at least 5K in back pay. So good for her.

I get to see James in a couple hours. Last night he told me

I love you.
I truly do.
I think about you all the time.

And today when I was messaging him trying to find out if he wanted or needed me to pick up anything on the way to his house (like food), he said

I just need and want you really.

He’s pretty great.

Last updated July 10, 2020