Mixed Bag... in 2019

Ok so currently I feel like hell because I started yesterday and I’m still stressed about work, though I did accomplish a fair bit today. Next week is going to be rough, but I’ll manage as usual. I seem to have a neverending to do list.

Yesterday I got texts from a lady who bought a couple of goats from me a few weeks back. She was letting me know that the goat that was pregnant had gone into labor, but had birthing issues and she took her to the vet, but even with a csection both baby and momma died. I felt terrible because she was a good girl and I have never had any problems with my goats actually having babies. Cleaning the babies up in time is another story, but they’ve never not been able to have them. Because I felt bad about it and I’m still trying to downsize, I offered to give her another goat. So that will happen this weekend. I’m glad she knew how much I care about my goats and bothered to reach out and tell me. I also should have someone else coming thus weekend for a banded boy. So hopefully I’ll be down to 13 which is a lot mor manageable.

Last on the shitty side… I have put off doing my taxes because I am a procrastinator. I did my ex hubby’s today and he will get back $66. I however am probably going to owe about $1700. I never changed my w4 from 1 to 0 after the divorce. I am going to spend some time this weekend looking into it. Not sure if I can claim anything else. I’m not a tax expert… I don’t know if I can claim some noncovered medical stuff or what. FML.

Ok good stuff… James is moving in. We’ve talked about it extensively and he is going to gradually move everything over this month. There’s not a lot honestly… a couple of dressers, clothes, TVs, Xbox, the drawing desk I got him for his birthday.... that’s about it. He plans on giving everything else to his ex gf. I told him to keep everything he wanted to keep that there’s plenty of room at my house, but most of it there’s no real point in keeping.

I’m laying in his bed now while he’s at work. I’m taking tomorrow off and if it isn’t raining we are going to try to move some stuff. His place is currently kinda trashed. I know he doesn’t want me to feel like I have to, but I’m probably going to get up and clean some while he’s at a training class in the morning.

I hope everyone us doing well. The worst part is that starting just reminds me that I’m not pregnant and I probably never will be.

Last updated July 10, 2020