so in other news. i went home the other wk. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah since I left my place back in May I've only been home twice. since again my mom's isn't home and never has been.

oh and my place is.

So in Nov. I went back to my place.

And then a few wks. ago I went to my mentor's. well she was there too we went there together. and I felt like I was home. and it was weird.

I've only been home twice since I've moved? that's not good [well no].

My mentor's a really nice lady. she's pretty so pretty. and warm and loving. unlike my mom. and her - my mentor's I mean - place is. like her, warm and comfortable.

I like her bathroom actually. I really like bathrooms. and closets. I feel safe there. Idinno her bathroom has a lot of emotions in it. ya know it feels lived in like a lot's happened there.

whenever I've been to Muriel's [Pat/Sage's mom's] I've been home. but since i'm a: at odds w/ Cathy [Pat's sister Muriel's daughter] 2: moving and C: not in a good place um. i'm going to put off visiting them.