I wrote last time about having trust issues. And I do. And I probably always will. But whatever it was that was bothering me is gone now. That's how it works with me. I can get myself so worked up to the point of tears, and then I'm over it. I feel better now. I know that whatever my girlfriend's stupid ex is doing is not because of anything my girlfriend has done. She can't control what her ex posts on instagram or facebook, or any other social media platform. I hate seeing it, but I know that B (my girlfriend) doesn't control what her ex does. And frankly she probably won't even see that shit because she's hardly ever online. So, like I said, I'm better.
Also, my new computer came! I hate windows 8 and it's going to take me a while to get used to it. And this mouse touchpad thingy is kinda crappy. But oh lord I love typing on this thing. And it works so much faster than my old one. I went from 1GB of ram to 6GB of ram. Huge difference, and it's wonderful.
So part of my tax refund went to this computer. Part of it is going to go to my parents toward my debt to them. Part of it is going to car maintenance and random other bills and random other unnecessary things that I feel like doing because I finally have money. And part of it is going to B getting new brakes. She hates that I give her money. Sometimes I pay a bill for her, or send her money for smokes, or send her smokes. This car repair is the most I've ever sent at one time. But I like doing it. I have more money than she does. And what's mine is hers. She is my love, my best friend, she has become family to me. I feel bad that she feels bad taking the money. But I'm glad to be able to give it to her.
I haven't eaten dinner yet. What??? I know. It's 9:20pm and this fatty hasn't eaten. I came home and waited around for the UPS guy to bring the computer, then I got it all set up, then finally went to the store. So now I have groceries but I'm kinda not hungry. I'll probably be starved by bedtime and then eat right before I go to sleep. Wasn't I just saying I need to lose weight? Maybe I'll skip dinner and look forward to breakfast.
I remember when I used to have more interesting entries. :(
I need to go put some food out for my stray cat friends. Bye!
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