A dissolving relationship, thread by thread-- 3 Ingredient Soy Sauce & Coca-Cola Chicken Drumsticks in Letters to my Friend
- Oct. 8, 2019, 11:02 p.m.
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Dear Friend,
So, what can I do if one day you are not checking into ” our space” anymore? It’s like the relationship is a piece of fabric, and it is disintegrating, thread by thread. I’m holding on to every last thread, and I’m grieving each one as they break off, one by one.
After each time, there will always come to be a point when I’ll be alright. Sadness over a loss is always normal; the thing is to not blow the sadness out of proportion, like you would normally say: “You can be sad and upset about things but don’t let them paralyze you” (You from Wed Jul 26, 2017, oh wow it has been that long and I cannot get that out of my head).
I’m going to go on living my life, and try my best to live it well, of course. Technically I don’t believe in karma, but maybe it could happen that if I pay forward the favor it can come back around to you some how, right? We live in the same country after all.
Also found out that I wrote this about you in May 13, 2019:
“I’ve had this person in my life. No one will ever believe me. He’s just an online friend– no one will ever believe me– but he’s been the greatest human presence I ever had in my life. No one will believe me, not even him. Especially him.”
Much love,
Your fangirl.
I used breasts.
http://moneysavingsisters.com/3-ingredient-soy-sauce-coca-cola-chicken-drumsticks-slow-cooker-meal/
Ingredients:
1/2 Soy Sauce
8oz Coke (Use regular Coke because Diet Coke does not have real sugar in it)
About a dozen Chicken Drumsticks
Last updated October 13, 2019
Jinn ⋅ October 08, 2019
:-)
dancingstrawberry Jinn ⋅ October 09, 2019
:-)
Deleted user ⋅ October 08, 2019
your letter and words are so moving. raw and true. let your emotions be known. someone will believe you.
dancingstrawberry Deleted user ⋅ October 09, 2019
Aw, thanks :')! From you entry, I feel like you've experienced something similar too.
Deleted user dancingstrawberry ⋅ October 10, 2019
it was just me pondering old memories, nothing much :)
dancingstrawberry Deleted user ⋅ October 11, 2019
Just realized your profile name is like spin on Prosebox :-)!
Deleted user dancingstrawberry ⋅ October 11, 2019
wasn't the most creative haha I'm not very good at giving myself a title
dancingstrawberry Deleted user ⋅ October 11, 2019
Sometimes the most obvious name is the most creative!