Just out of first meeting of the day. Man, Brown Nosey is like a dog on a bone - not just with me, but with everyone! She was REALLY pushing my engineer on some new product development and I just sat there quietly while she nipped and nipped at his heels - mainly because I knew that I would be next if I said anything! I should rename her Pushy Pants!
Speaking of pants, I got on Bumble early this morning to see SexyPants is back at it again! Thing is, he’s moved far, far away, so when I saw him on Bumble I knew he was close in proximity since my settings are within 15 miles . We texted a bit. Turns out he’s in town to try to get SOS (his son) back on track after yet another fuck-up of whatever sort.
You guys, I’m sooooooo happy I didn’t marry SP. Not only for the fact that he’s a liar/cheater, but I think even more so because his son is so mentally ill. SP doesn’t know that I know that his son is now a meth addict and had gotten a young girl pregnant and now has a baby boy (who was taken away from the mentally ill mother by CPS). I don’t know why I even check in on this disaster situation from time to time, but it’s pretty crazy in that I’ve gotten all of this super personal information via Facebook! And we are not even FB friends - he actually puts all of this information out there in public. The only thing I can think of is so I can be relieved time and time again that we didn’t marry.
SexyPants has had a series of girlfriends and even another broken engagement since we called our wedding off 5ish years ago. On the one hand I feel sorry for him. On the other, I feel guiltily glib. And on the third hand, I’m just relieved and yet still sad that my picker is STILL not working correctly.
I’m annoyed by everything today. Since my board presentation was postponed to next week I don’t have any more meetings in the office. Wish I could just go and take my work home with me. I really wish I worked in an office like that. In fact, I want my next job to be with a company that would be cool with that. I need to work on THAT situation.
Best Bud has an interview tomorrow that I think she will smash! I thought for a second that I should maybe look at this company as well, but it’s a good ol’ boy’s company, and I’m just NOT in a place in my mind where I can do a company like that again. She can deal with it - I’m just not up for it. Maybe I will be after I get let go…I suppose time will tell.
I should make a serious list of things that I’m looking for in my next career move.
I should also make another serious list of things I’m looking for in my next love :)
Whatevs. I need to get going. Duty calls.
xox,
GS
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