January 27, 2019 in Letters to my Friend

Dear Friend,

I’m so lazy!!! It’s 8:05 Am right now and of course I’m contemplating not going for the morning run. Oh please. Get up. Put on workout clothes. DONE. It’s really not that I don’t enjoy exercise. But I have so much work to do! Please, just do it! I don’t want to be fat.

DONE with getting ready. Hit the road now. I haven’t listened to a popular song for so long…

I can’t remember what I listened to while running this morning. I’ve been spending at least one hour just reading 7cups and Prosebox arrrrrrg!!!! Well it is more fun than reading Facebook, where everyone’s lives are near perfect. Here, people are honest with their struggles. However, I don’t get to learn from their best, because of course it’s your bad times that you want to write about in a semi-private journal, because you need to process bad times and understand them and make sense of them.

I need to start working on something.

Okay. I worked. I went to my prayer group meeting. These days I don’t care about being awkward anymore. I ate ice-cream. I couldn’t contain myself when it’s free and right in front of me. At least now I only eat sweets on Sunday. I’ll try better next week.

It’s 6:59 pm right now. I will change into comfortable clothes, work, then start to finish up cleaning at 9 pm. Then at 10 pm I do an LSAT session.

Idk if I should keep eating so much blueberries. They’re delicious, yet so expensive.

OK let’s get moving. I’ve been here so long. I want to keep watching The Avengers right? Ok, go clean up after my dinner. DONE. Great, now it’s 8:02 PM and I’ve been doing nothing. Get to work, now.

Time to take a house cleaning break. I have to.

It’s morning of the 28Th and I’m publishing this.

Love,
Your fangirl.