January 24-25, 2019 in Letters to my Friend

Dear Friend,

I’m angry at my roommate. What do I expect? I think the important thing for being in a friendship or relationship with someone is that person has to care for your benefits. Everyone has flaws and selfish moments and insecurities, and there can be great or small personality clashes. But as long as you do care for the other person it can be worked out. If not, there’s no point.

I just don’t want to be resentful. Here’s a list of my roommate’s good qualities :
- She’s able to confront in conflict situation.
-She knows how to clean and cook a whole duck.
-She’s at least honest and would never steal.
-She’s good with strangers, kinda like me.
-Sometimes we cooperate in street navigation when we go out together.
-She has a beautiful figure.
-She dresses up very elegantly.
-She helped me with that bathroom faucet the other day.
-Sometimes she can appear caring and fun.
-We’re in sync when we talk, sometimes.
-She motivates me to clean.

Oh well, I need to get up. Let me go have breakfast first. Cold pasta that is. It ended up being warm pasta. I read online that reheated pasta is better than cold pasta, and cold pasta is better than fresh pasta. More resistant starch.

Well it’s the morning of the 25Th now. My rommate and I got happy again last night.

I can’t sincerely like one who gossips though. But being with her does showcase a few of my flaws, like messiness and passive aggressiveness. Not gonna lie.

Alright, get up. Go to the washroom. DONE. Now have breakfast! DONE.

I’m going to watch The Avengers (2012) now, because you’re a fan of MCU. I used to be very into the Teen Titans cartoon show as a kid, so I guess I’m Team DC.

Nah, I can’t find a way to watching The Avengers for free. I guess I’ll think about paying $2.99 for it later.

Alright, I’ve been trying to work, while talking to my mom at the same time. I’m trying to keep the relationships in my life. But the only person I love is you.

I should force myself not to watch video clips except during exercise, eating, or pomodoro break. Yeah. Wanna watch clips? Get up and move, girl!

I also should sleep at 10:30, get up at 7, and go out to run. Gotta be strict with myself.

Now I’m going to do arm exercise for 30 minutes, and watch YouTube.

I’m home now, being complacent again. Get up, change into comfortable clothes. DONE. Now, pull out my laptop. DONE. Still doing nothing but reading Quora. Pull out the mouse and the charger, plug them in. DONE. My face feels icky. I’m going to wash my face first. DONE.

Well I had a wonderfully productive evening. I’m going to bed early now. All thanks to prosebox and Pomodoro! I need to use Prosebox to record my day! Keeping track of how I spend my time makes me more productive. I enjoy working and being productive.

I also find The Avengers full on YouTube for free :O.

I’m so watching this. This is for you. I love you! I don’t often watch superheroes movies of course (I’ve seen bits of Spider Man 2 but I got bored with all the actions). But, if you enjoy, I really want to share your interests.

Love,
Your fangirl.