Went on a little shopping spree yesterday, spending $45 at Book-a- million and another $40 at bells outlet on work out gear to replace the holy worn out faded gear I have been using for years now. "(There is only so many times you can sew up the crouch area of something) I found a few things at the book store, which one I'm very excited about. I ran a crossed a deck of cat themed tarot card, which I believed were left waiting for me. I almost didn't buy them because they were way behind my ideal price tag, but I went ahead a got them, and now I'm so happy that I did! The pictures are so cute and they are small which makes them a little easier to handle and lay out; they also came with a cat themed pouch to store them in.
It sounds crazy but every time I hold and shuffle the deck I get a mad rush of energy vibrating through out the cards and my hands, its exhilarating and makes me feel alive. Although I have owned a deck before I never really took the time to learn the mechanics of it all. Thankfully the Internet exist, and has countless websites and books you can buy cheap. In a short amount of time I learned the basics of how to cleanse your deck and how do 3 simple readings.
I tried all three a couple times asking questions that have been eating me alive the past few weeks. Although they were not all clear, there was one reading that almost had me in tears because it pointed out many different things that I have been too stubborn to acknowledge. Like one "stop jumping to conclusion" Simply to say I can't doubt what I don't know. Which is something I'm very guilty of, I always like to assume something simply because I fear being through of as naive.
The same reading pointed out a major question involving my marriage; and from what I could make out suggest that" I start being thankful and start accepting my husband for who he is." This almost got me because I have been questioning the way I view my husband; all of his flaws and cons as well as his pros. But to be told flat out "stop being a judgmental bitch" caught me off guard. It was like the cards were yelling at me and bring forth answers I needed to hear but not wanting to hear. I do believe that This could all be nothing more than a trick of the mind, but throughout all the hours of dwelling on these questions I have never be able to come up with such clear honest answers ( my mind is too stubborn for that)
The reading also told me to stop fooling around and get back to studying, which once again spot on. I'm so close to memorizing my top 200 drug list and I could have been finished and working on my math and laws by now if I hadn't been fiddling around. I really need to get back and focus so I can have a chance at passing my PTCB exam, and be able to find a pharmacy tech job other than retail. Also pointed out that a job will come I just need to stop once again jumping to conclusions, do what I need to do and everything else should fall into place. Once again a trick of the mind maybe, however, I have received a set of answers to questions that have been scratching violently below the surface.
Tarot reading isn't actually about peering into the future, but more about connecting to you subconscious. I have a lot to learn about it but that sounds about spot on.
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