I love you mom. I’m so happy for you, and I hope your new marriage lasts a lifetime. And I’m sorry its hard for me to express this happiness right now. Your wedding could not have come at a worse time for me, but your wedding isn’t about me.
I love you dad. We don’t talk nearly as much as we used to. There is a distance between us that started with your second marriage. I wish that we could bridge that gap, but it’s hard living in a different city. We have so many big things in common, but so few little things. I wish I could upload my day to the cloud for you to view at your convenience. Life doesn’t work that way.
I love you ex. And I miss you dearly. We haven’t spoken in about a month and half now. Some days I think it’s getting easier, others not so much. The only thing keeping me from contacting you is her. I want to respect your new relationship, even though you found it hard to respect ours. I have told others that I hope you are happy, but they don’t believe me. But please hear me when I say that I want you to have everything that you want in life and more. That’s why I haven’t reached out and that’s how I know that I truly love you. Also, there would be distance and that would hurt more than the breakup itself. There are some days where I get by without thinking of you now. This is a good thing, but the fact that I forget more of you everyday still makes me sad. I wonder if you still think of me from time to time.
I love you self. We will get better. Life will go on. This year can still be your best yet. Continue letting January get her confidence back. Stay on top of your studies. Learn new things every day. Keep your goals in mind. Take your damn dog for a walk. Lastly, don’t force it with new potential loves. You can’t rush perfection.
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