I miss him in Emotional

i texted him about my formal that he said to keep him posted on and then he eventually replied saying that he’s sorry for the delayed response and that he thinks im a great girl and deserves the best and that he isn’t it and wants to work on himself blah blah and it just really sucks. like why was he brought into my life. Like he literally was the most perfect guy I’ve ever met. Like he met allll of my standards and i’m super picky. it fucking sucks. i miss him. the only thing i can think of for it not working out between him and I is that i might be moving to the city and he’d be really far. but fuck man..i can’t stop thinking about him. I literally think about him every day.