Misunderstood in Feelings of a Pisces

I always end up feeling like someone’s burden. Not a single person listens to me or understands me. There is a reason I always keep my walls up and don’t let anyone in. No one gets it. I’m just misunderstood. No one takes the time to really know me. Walls down and all my shit laid out. It is what it is I guess. Just going to continue to do what I have to do to do me and my girls and keep my walls thick. No one gives a fuck about me anyway. They all just like the idea of me but no one takes the time to get me. Not even my own blood. I’m going to succeed at what I want to do just so I can take me and my kids and go wherever we want. Away from everyone who never gave a shit in the first place. Tired of feeling like this; like I don’t matter, like my feelings don’t matter. Trying to take the reins on my life and seems like all my supposedly supporters want to do is hold me down and do it their way. When will I be able to live for me!