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It's The Little Things? in My Journal I guess?

Revised: 11/30/2018 4:37 a.m.

  • Nov. 29, 2018, 6 a.m.
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I find it funny, That A few moments can change your entire outlook on a day. This afternoon I would’ve told you that today was crap. I fucked up scrambled eggs of all things, My period decided showing up in class was necessary, I tripped over the curb and the layers of skin on my hands were gone. Here I am standing on the street with bloody hands trying to call my mom. Some random guy who was really sweet went into a drug store and bought me a wrap thing, I had to sit and watch as my friends have fun swimming when I got invited over. We went to play rummy at her dad’s house and I lost $70. But then, Then we drove home. It took less than 5 minutes for my day to flip itself around. I’m that one friend, Who everyone hangs out with out of sympathy, It sucks but I appreciate it. Today was the first time I didn’t feel like that. We took an Uber home and talking about fart jokes for Christs sake, But it was so purely joyful in the moment~

Anna: telling a story And this fella points to Eli farted and the sheet flew up and I for real thought he was gonna have a heart attack from how much he was laughing 
-Conversation continues-
Anna: And dear god it smelled
Elijah: dead serious It was my perfume.

Me: sitting quietly during whole conversation, Bursts out laughing

Elijah: Gotta smell good for my girlfriend. 
Me: dies

Then they all went on about how “adorable” my laugh was and Kept complimenting me which was awkward. But then they just sorta went on with their conversation as if it was second nature to them. Maybe it wasn’t the same for them but It so purely happy, and sure partly it was because I just got thrown a bunch of affection but Mainly, I fell in love with this group of people. 4 people that so perfectly fit together, I wanted to be a part of it. And for me that’s not common. All I ever want to do is stay in bed and watch the rain slide down the window. It’s cheesy but it felt like I was a part of it then, Which maybe is why It was so mood changing for me. But I mean 5 minutes. 5 minutes and I classified my day as 100% good. It only took a laugh and a handful of genuine people.

Imagine those 4 people + 5 years

Haha maybe My life would decide to be 100% good

I wish~


Last updated November 30, 2018


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