ugh in Open Diary Orphan

its so frustrating. its easy to just say go back home, Im tired of dealing with all of your baggage. But do I want to take the easy road? I honestly don't know if I want to dump an 8 year relationship. Why wont you take an active role in trying to get a lawyer to go to court. I think you are quite satisfied with the status quo and I am enabling the whole thing. Thats pathetic. I know I am angry with him a lot. I know I show it often but wont talk about the real reason for the anger, instead I just get mad about other things. Mis directed anger. Its your baggage, not mine. So take care of your shit and stop pretending it doesn't exist. Its easy to hide out here and pretend that everything is ok. But you cant live here officially until you do something and to be honest Im tired of your living on unemployment and pretending to be ok with it to the few people that know youre not working. You are able bodied and there is no reason you cant work. I hate people without internal drive and you are turning into one of those people. You have no plans to do anything. You have this big secret that is holding you back and Im very tired of it.