2/9/18
Hope this site helps to lift my frustrations and is a more healthy outlet for emotions to let out.
I didn’t want to have a physical diary as I want the anonymity and privacy. My mind is a fortress that no one steps in, neither do I want to share. Somedays, I’m afraid that my thoughts are so dark and bitter that it’s probably not healthy. But I’m still holding on.
Probably no one will ever read, it’s a fossil hidden deep under.
I am trying to be strong with all the shit thrown at me. I wonder why other people live a perfect life while others struggle. Life isn’t fair. It’s hard not to be bitter. People tell me not to compare with others. If you compare, you will never be contented. It is true. But it is easy to say, hard to do. Like a mountain that is ever growing and I still scaling it step by step. As of now, I am tired. I’m exhausted. Numb. I don’t know how long I can go on without breaking.
When will I break? I don’t want to know. And please, don’t.
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