Naked in Where am I?

I’ve spent most my life trying to stay invisible for fear of being judged. Sadly doing so has made me one hell of a lonely nobody. I have built a wall from the ones I love. Friends and family. I refuse to let anyone see who I truly am although my mind and heart are SCREAMING for me to reach out to anyone who is willing to listen. I have created a quite lonely hell for myself. Figured the first step is here. Maybe it is time to break down the wall that I have created.