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So here we are in Sometimes saying goodbye is easy

  • Feb. 8, 2014, 1:52 a.m.
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I woke up this morning, checked into FB while I brushed my teeth and learned that OD was dead.

Small panic attack.

I tried my iPhone, iPad and eventually my net book to see if I could log in one last time...knowing full and well that there were numerous entries, a year at least, that I had not downloaded.

As it turns out, the last entry I have catalogued is a couple months prior to Joel's birth. I've lost everything since he has been here. My struggles after he was born, our decision to say goodbye to our other three babies, the transition into our new home, N's first days in JK...all the challenges of the past year. Potential PPD included

My own fault.

But I am here. And some of you are here. And that makes this new place somewhat comfortable after almost 16 years of OD loyalty.

So.... Hi.


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