the problem isn't him it's me. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done. marx march 30 2015 in Evan

‘ well actually it’s both of us. evan I. i’m the one who either wants him to A: be there for me all the time which i know is unrealistic. I want him to not ghost out on me or 2: to not contact me at all. which he hasn’t been. no see. but i’m the one who won’t stop contacting him. bc I want to gradually stop. I want things to be my way. no I want everything to be my way. so I want him to keep contacting me only if I stop contacting him gradually. not have him suddenly ghost out on me. I don’t want this decision to be his. and right now. it is. he’s the one who hasn’t called me not the other way round.’