Working poor help,job interview,negative people, church picnic in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

Yesterday Talan and i went to the Day of Hope. There we got our vision and teeth checked. We got a family portrait done which turned out good. We got lunch and some groceries. Considering we are the working poor we appreciated any help The Day of Hope offered.

I ran into my friend Windy. Her power at her house has been off for 26 days. It should be back on by Monday. I wish i had the money to help sadly i do not. She is a single mom to 2 boys going the best she can to survive. She just dont make enough money. Much like most people in West Virginia we all struggle.

Most jobs around here are part time. So part time salaries and fulltime debts. I am one of the lucky few getting 40 hours a week. I am treated poorly at my job but know i will starve if I dont work. I tolerate the abuse to get by.

Talan has to go to Charleston tomorrow for a job interview. If hired he will drive 30 minutes to work one way. He will drive a total 1 hour a day. I hope it is a fulltime position. I hope if he get that job i wont fear the bills so much! I hope he will get that job so i can find another job better suited for my needs. Rescare is very stressful.

I dont get comfortable with anything in life because everything is temporary. I always expect it to go wrong eventually it does. At least i am weary and careful just in case.

The church is having a picnic today. Talan might come with me. I wont make him if he doesnt want to. I am a big believer in free will. I dont believe forcing religion or events on anyone.. Everyone is different that is ok love them the same!

Yesterday mom got angry with me because i was asleep and she was texting me telling me kick out Talan put the house leave him homeless. She continue to talk her shit with no reply. She rang me telling me off lecturing me. Got angry when i told her can we do this argument later i need to sleep. She is the most negative woman i love her but just once i want to hear good news.

I have so many negative people in my life i am trying to be positive for them to poison my feelings. I avoid most of them because i can’t let toxic people in my head to destroy all my hard work. I deserve better.