For the first time since I was born, I live alone.
I have lived in 10 houses my entire life. My family moved multiple times through my childhood until I was 19, when i moved out to live with my School mates. From there, my school mates and I jumped from home to home per year, gaining or lessening the people we lived with.
This year, 2018, I lived alone.
Its an Interesting experience coming home to an empty house. You think alot when youre alone. Ive been struggling to understand who I am as a person, I tell myself I am going to get better as a person. I lost 60 Lbs, have a horrible sleep schedule and constantly question if Im the person of my family whom wont kill himself… but instead live the life no one should live. In jail or in a ward. I dont think im a bad person, just that I dont make the right choices.
Ive never done hardcore drugs… I dont drink more then once a month… Im boring compared to others.
I live alone. Besides work, I dont see anyone for days at a time. I play VGs to pass the minutes and watch TV shows the entertain the mind.
I am a bubble floating in a sea of Darkness… and everyday I sink lower and lower to the abyss. I am Alone.
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