I am nervous yet curious about how people will react to my writing. I don’t plan on holding anything back, I will treat this as my diary.
Sometimes I truly feel crazy and have a hard time convincing myself that I am not. I like to journal but I think this will be a different experience. I am looking forward to it.
Only thing that is on my mind right now is my Dad. He was in my dream last night, we were in my childhood home. It felt like home. It was nice to see him. My birthday is tomorrow and my birthday always makes me think of my Dad. He always was the first to wish me happy birthday and he always made it a special day. I know that is why he has been on my mind lately. I truly believe that when I see him in a dream that is really him coming by for a visit. It feels like him. It is comforting knowing that he is here, in some form. I know I wouldn’t be able to live life if i felt any other way. If I didn’t feel like he “visits” me, I’d be lost.
Off to bed. Too tired to write much of anything.
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