Ugh, you guys.
Had a really fun, sexy night with ACE last night. He is smoking hot to me in a confusing way.
After we talked about all kinds of stuff including his life of luxury (he’s crazy loaded somehow…I don’t even really understand, but whatever) that includes private jets all over the world - sometimes with strippers (ew) and his party buddies (but no drugs for him, thankfully), we danced all evening to his friend’s band, he popped me into his uber fancy-pants convertible Maserati to drive me home. I’ve never ever been in a car that felt so powerful…
It was weird. Guy is obviously a player, but yet I felt so damn attracted. He’s also SUPER nice and we had such a fun time laughing and dancing and kissing.
But at the end of the date - and it was 1:30am - I turned to him, kissed him, and said, “I’m trying to figure out if you’re a player…”
Which was the absolute stupidest thing in the world to say! I was kicking myself as the words were coming out of my mouth. And he gave me this weird are-you-out-of-your-mind look. And I don’t even really remember what he said to that, but all of a sudden I found myself storming out of his car and walking away!!
It was surreal and such a bummer. I completely blew a really nice evening by being a crazy woman.
So I texted him an apology this morning when I woke up and he told me how disappointed he was and long story short, he told me that it was such “a big red flag for [him] and so cliche that it was below the elegant woman that [I am]. But maybe [I’m] devising a way to make it up to [him]…?”
And do you believe that I’m actually considering this? I mean, forget dating this guy. Having the upper hand is out of the question. But maybe this could be a super interesting fling? Clearly I’m sucking in the getting-a-boyfriend department, and I do like this guy for what he is to me…an absolutely sexy possible fuck buddy.
Plus, I haven’t heard from Bachelor Party Marty in a while.
Could be so, so hot as long as I know what it is and keep it that way.
I’m feeling a bit like a lost cause today, but I’m also feeling itchy. Thoughts?
xox,
GS
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