3 yes ago in Relationships... Bullshit

Yeah, I know, how typical. I don’t write this in hopes to get a comment or for someone to read it and feel sorry for me or talk sh*t to me. I’m done holding it in though and frankly… Therapy costs too damn much. But yeah, met Mr. Perfect match in high school. And to be honest… I was the one with the agenda. I didn’t want him. I didn’t want anyone. I wanted a one night stand. Getting out of a 2 yr. Relationship, and before that a 4 yr. One, can you see why I didnt want anyone else? I was tired of them. I was tired of how they were like. And from what I learned in being in one and having friends that are guys… I have never met a single guy who said they have never liked, cheated, hid stuff or anything from their significant other… Sorry, got off track there for a bit. What I’m getting at is that I didn’t want anything, but just that. A one night stand. and I got that! I would never have to talk to him ever again!!! But I was wrong… He begged me to go out with him for 2 months before I caved in and said yes! I even told him though, that I have rules. no cheating, and yes I consider porn cheating people. No lieing. And just be loyal. I even warned him about my trust issues and how I may be a bit testy in the beginning cause of that..... Will that’s all I’ma say on this entry. I’ll differently have more to come on the others. Don’t worry