The Only One I Can Never Get Along With in Thoughts when I'm Alone

Have you ever suddenly realize that there is, no matter how hard you try, a person you can never get along with even if you tried to lie and fake your way through? Well, I do. I, having depression and all, tends to have an outlook on life with a very open-minded view (since I don’t really care about life). I am also the type to go with the flow and wing whatever comes because I don’t have a goal or future envision. Anyways, this person I will call Y is someone I realize I will never get along with.
She is very hardworking and very snobby. Reason I don’t like her though is not because she works hard in life and I am jealous. Instead, it is because she tends to look down on people and I know there are a lot of people who does the same. Some of my friends are too. She is kinda of different. She looks down on people not because she is too smart or anything, but it is because she is living a life that is too difficult. Only people in the same major or family circumstances will understand her as well as “suffer” in life. Except, everyone has difficulties in life no matter what major or job one has because that is how life is. Everyone’s coping method and hardships are different. Hardships varies depending on a person’s mindset and coping method. There is no “you will never experience my experience of hardship or my feelings” bad thing really, but instead it is more of “I won’t acknowledge your hardships that you have no matter how big or small I think it is”. Because what you think of my hardships is completely different on how I am experiencing my hardships.
Ok. Side-tracked too much. Back to the main point. Anyways, she is the type to not acknowledge people if they are not in the same exact circumstance. She lives in a bubble and everything that is not within her little checklist is immediately bounced back.
She once told me that her interviewer was a sexist and that it was very bad. What she heard was “As a woman, how would you / how well will you contribute to engineering, a male-dominated field?” I understood where she came from, but at the same time, told her to look at it from a different angle. If she was able to answer this question confidently without being intimidated with a thought-out answer, how well would she have sounded? She would have sounded great; not only would it show that she is fearless, it also shows she is ready. She, instead, said, “You wouldn’t understand. You are from the city! You are just a kid!” Mind you, I have talk to sexist people before as well as I am also an adult. And what does having to live in a city mean? She also said that “What you mean if I could answer it? He was sexist. It was a lost game.” I mean, the question, weirdly phrased, just sounded like “Do you think you can try your best without fear in a male-dominated field?” I mean, if he was actually sexist, did she think that middle of convo, he would suddenly ask ONE sexist question. ONE. I did not think so. She did and then proceeded to talk about how no one would understand how she felt. Like, come on~
Anyways, done ranting for today.
Nothing too sad or depressing today.
Probably soon tho~