New and Old Relationships 2/18/2005
This Wednesday (today's Friday) Erin and I decided to go dt. Mike came with us. He came over after I got back from work and I picked Erin up around 11:15 or so. We went to Tony's and ran into Lisa and Ashley who I introduced Mike to. Mike went off to get a beer while I went to go and get myself a bowl of popcorn and a table. We sat in the back and talked about random stuff. He told his parents about me. His mom is happy that I'm a nice Jewish girl and his Dad is happy because I got Mike handcuffs for Valentine's Day. Yes...Mike actually told his father that I bought him handcuffs. We talked about sex...He offered to tell me how many people he's slept with, but I refused to hear it. No matter what the number, I knew I'd get upset. I know he's not a virgin (I mean, he's 24 after all) but it always bothers me to think that he's done things before that he's doing with me. Not only that, but he had to think about how many people he's slept with. ("Hey I was drunk with some of them...I don't know the number off the top of my head"). Lovely. It doesn't take me long to think about my list: Chris and Henry.
Ashley then came and sat down with us for awhile, Erin and Lisa kept coming by, and I saw Lauren for a grand total of two minutes in the bar. Around midnight Mike had said that he wanted to go to SB, so we got ready to leave. On my way out I told Erin where we'd be going. We sat at the back of Sports Bar talking about random shit again. Out of the blue he asks, "So how many guys have you been with?" I was kind of taken aback by the bluntness of the question. I didn't want to tell him at first. He guessed three, which was close enough since it was two. He said that that was a respectable number. That's a good thing I guess. We spent the rest of the night being silly and talking. Finally we collected Erin and drove home. When I got back I found several nasty IMs from Lauren. Apparently she thought I was causing drama, ignoring my friends, and just being a bitch in general. I ended up crying on Mike's chest on the couch...I felt so dumb. I hate it when people are mad at me though. Mike was sweet. He asked if I wanted to talk about it or if there was anything he could do to help. I calmed myself down and we ended up watching t.v.
Later, Mike and I ended up hooking up on the couch. I was on top, as usual, and his hands were everywhere. My button-down shirt and bra fell to the floor pretty quick. So now I'm in a tank top, bra-less and my jeans and all I wanted to do was just have sex on the couch. Yes, I have no shame...Mike was good though and suggested that we go into my rom in case Jennie wakes up. I went down on him again. I'm getting better at it I think. I asked him if I did it OK and he said "Yeah, I'm good," so I guess that means that I'm doing it right. I had just gotten my period that morning, but was too embarrassed to tell him so I kept my clothes on and his fingers away from me. I went down on him for a second time, but he lost his erection pretty quickly since he had to use the bathroom. I went down on him for a third time later that morning and this time he stayed hard all the way through it. I may be a whore for saying this, but I like it. I like making him feel happy.
I was writing my history paper until 3:30 am. It was nice though, when I went to bed, he almost automatically rolled over and spooned me. I love sleeping with him. I feel so safe. This morning we didn't do anything all morning except cuddle. Then, about ten minutes before we had to get up, he started drawing the lazy circles on my tummy and ended up fingering me. It felt really good except that we had to fucking leave. I'm not a fan of quickies. I knew that he was hard and couldn't really do anything about it because I had to go into class and hand in my midterm. This morning it felt so good though; my back was to him, and he had thrown his arm over me in order to finger me. I like it best that way. But yeah, I wasn't a fan of the teasing. I called him a bastard (jokingly) for teasing me as I had to leave for friggin class. He left me an IM this morning apologizing for being a bastard and then telling me he's make it up to me tonight. Maybe I'm stupid and maybe I'm rushing things, but I really want to have sex with him. Really really really want to.
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