Fuck Physics in MD in the Making

So I go to a major university and was afraid to take physics in a huge lecture hall. Being the genius I am, I double enrolled at a local smaller college to take physics there instead. While there are less than 10 people in my class, I’m still failing the fuck out of it. The tests are not easy to me, and I’m pretty sure after getting a 37 on this last test that I will fail the class. She does not curve the exams obviously and I have to get a 100 on the 3rd test and the final just to pass the class. So I’m royally pissed and screwed. Pissed at me for giving in to my fears and anxiety and simply not trying hard enough. I’m too late in my college career to be fucking up my GPA. If I fuck this class up I can kiss my science GPA goodbye and any chances of a decent medical school goodbye. I only have two weeks to try to fix things, because I know my professor doesn’t care for me, and that definitely does not help either. So now I’m wasting my time and my fucking money since my parents don’t help me with school anymore.