Today in random stuff

today started badly. I was in a very bad mood as I was getting ready and nothing went right. as the day went on it got a lot better and I had a laugh.
I went to the city after school with my best friend Frankie and we had a good time.
we was on the bus and the boy I was speaking to asked to meet me this Saturday!! I get very bad anxiety when meeting new people, he wants to go for a meal and I get so nervous I cant eat. its not the fact I don’t like eating infront of boys. I don’t care about that. its just I will feel so sick that I just wont be hungry. I’m so nervous. I just hope he looks like his photos. I will have butterflies all the way up to the day I meet him. part of me hopes he cancels but the other part of me hopes he doesn’t because he seems genuine and I need to get over my fear of meeting new people. phewwwww I just cant wait for it to be over.