People take this lightly. “Shrug it off”, “its no big deal”, “you know it’s not true so what’s the problem” they all say. But what I say is it IS a big deal. I CAN’T just shrug it off, and i DON’T know it isn’t true, so that’s my problem. People don’t understand the impact of their words, and those who do and say negative things regardless are the worst kinds of people.
I see judgment in their eyes, i hear it in their words. It’s the way they look at me. The way they whisper and laugh secretly when they’re near me. What is it about me? Is there sonething wrong with me? The way i look? The way i talk? WHAT IS IT???
I really want to be normal. Maybe then they won’t judge me anymore. Maybe, just maybe then i can be like them, but then again that’s stretching it, because only the best ones can even imagine. I want to be around them and instead of those judging eyes, replace it with acceptance. Instead of silent whispers, admiring compliments.
But then again all i can ever do is dream of that day.
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