My health is a shitty state of affairs. I’m almost 30 years old, and I have an illness the functional equivalent to someone with heart failure. In the last decade I’ve begun and given up several degrees at uni, had three kids and gotten chronically ill.
You’ll find out, the first and last things on that list, I’m pretty forked off about.
Last year I finally went back to uni, and found something I liked. Managed to complete a subject really good, and then applied for a scholarship. Over the holidays my health declined and I decided to not go back to uni. Then, this week I got word that I got the scholarship. And then, when I convinced myself to go back to uni, my husband got a job and now I’m no longer eligible for the scholarship 😂😂😂
Talk about being forked if you do, forked if you don’t!
So today I find myself so depressed that I was crying in the car coming home from doing the groceries. I’m almost 30, and I’m a failure at doing anything.
I’m just going to lay down now and go to sleep.
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