All Night Oral 12/28/2003
So it was the last Tuesday of the semester...Corinne was driving me back the next day. Our finals were over so we decided to go out that night. Corinne left to go and find someone, which basically left me with Chris, who I met up with at the bar. I actually had the balls to ask him how wasted he was, with a follow-up question of did he want to come back with me. He said he was wasted but 'could still do shit.' I reminded him of date party, when he got so drunk he fell asleep. He laughed and tod me that he always felt bad about that night because he had wanted to hook up with me so badly. It felt really good to hear him say that, even if he was wasted whenh he said it. He offered to buy me a drink, and got me a Jaigermeister and Red Bull...grossest drink ever. He joked around and told me that if I rally liked him I'd drink it. We were talking for a bit when he said, "i'm going to do things to you that I've never done to any girl." Turns out, he did, once, with his ex-girlfriend three years ago, but whatever.
We left the bar and talked about the rough time we had. He admitted to me that I really scared him when we had our talk in mini mall. He told me that I was a really good girlfriend...amybe he was just a crummy boyfriend....I didn't want to admit that I thought he was so I just hugged him.
We talked about sex...apparently I tug when I give hand jobs. Chris was like "Yeah, most girls tug...that's why guys just do it themselves, because it feels better." Well, how many hand jobs did he have where girls tugged?? How many hand jobs did he have, period? I was too much of a chicken to ask.
Apparently, I'm not good at blow jobs either. I used my teeth too much. I kept apologizing because I felt so bad...he kept telling me don't worry about it. I told him that he needs to date a girl who is his age and who doesn't worry so much. He came back with the answer, "Well maybe the girl I'm dating needs to just not worry so much."
We discussed the holidays. He mentioned that he once asked about when Chanukah was was because he wanted to buy me a present when we got back. I told him no...I felt bad, the kid never has money. Besides, it would've meant more had he not told me and given it to me the last night we were together...but whatever.
We got into my apartment and he wanted to see my computer since it wasn't working. I didn't want him to sit at my desk and fix my computer. My dad could do that. I missed Chris. I missed having him in my bed or just being with me. So I straddled him in my computer chair and just kept kissing him. He took off my shirt and kept kissing my breasts. We moved over to the bed, where he told me to take off my pants. I assumed we were going to have sex bceuase that's what I really wanted. He kissed my tummy and kept moving lower. He spread my legs and positioned himself between them. i realized what he was about to d and flipped out about it. I mean, I'm not totally comfortable with giving him oral, and the thought of him giving me oral slightly disgusts me. We argued about it, with him saying that he wanted to give me a present. In the end I consented and ended up really liking it. I didn't orgasm, but I pretended to for his benefit. I didn't want him to think he went down on a girl for nothing.
I've actually never orgasmed, but Chris thinks I have. My theory is that guys get off on being able to make a girl come. So if he thinks he can make me come, he'll want to have sex more...unfortunately, he seems to have no sex drive whatsoever, so my acting is generally for nothing.
He told me that I 'taste so good down there' and that he'll go down on me whenever I want. He says I make him feel like the man. Well, goddammit, if I make him feel so good, why doesn't he want to fool around more than once a month?? I mean the last time we hooked up was like, in November at date party...and he ended up falling asleep.
I ended up improving my skills at oral sex as well...I think. Unless however, Chris is about as truthful as I am. We were fooling around and he kind of guided my hand to his penis. I basically just whispered for him to tell me if i was hurting him. I jerked him off for awhile before going down on him again. Immediately he was like, "Oh my god ""Artist** did someone teach you how to do it? You got so much better." I was kind of offended for to reasons...A) Apparently it must've been really bad the first time I gave him oral and B) He asked me if someone taught me how to do it...dude...that's so wrong...So I'm not sure if I actually got better at blow jobs or that's just what he told me. Regardless, he still didn't come.
We basically alternated going down on each other the entire night. He asked me if I was ready for round two, but i told him I just wanted to kiss him. I dunno, giving a girl oral sex still kind of grosses me out. He ended up going down on me again, which felt even ebtter than the first time, but I still didn't come. I was being relly loud though (I found out the next day that Maria and Steph heard me) so Chris was happy.
He said "If your improvement rate continues like this, you'll be giving the best head in the world." Hopefully, he's not a liar like me and was telling the truth.
He went down on me for a third time...I told him there's no way he could make me come again, and he was like wanna bet? So he did it for the third and final time of the night. In spent the rest of the night jerking him off or going down on him. he once told me that he could spend the entire day like this (me sucking him). It was awesome to hear him moan "Oh yea babe..." I love it when he calls me babe...I love pet names like that. Anyway, he grabbed me at one point and was like 'I wanna talk to you." So I had him tell me funny stories about two of his suitemates, Chris and Dashu. He was laying on the bed and I was straddling him while he reached up and stroked my chest. He told me again that I have amazing breasts and that I have an amazing body. He sat up and said that I was so special...I replied Yeah special ed...He said Yeah fuck that, and continued kissing me.
At one point during the night he said "You really like me, don't you?" and I nodded yes. He says "Good I like you a lot too."
Another point during the night he said that I never made him mad...except for the time when I told him that he got really distant from me after we had sex. So apparently he doesn't feel like anything changed, which is good.
The next morning I was supposed to get him back to campus by 11 am, but I got him there by 11:40 because I turned off the alarm and lied to him about the time...that and we fooled around a bit. We ended up kissing, and I was straddling him on my bed. I thought he felt hard so I put my hand on his boxers to check. He was rock hard so I pulled off his boxers and went down on him for the last time.
We were getting dressed and he was like "Last night was crazy." Last night was insane I agreed. He also told me that that night was the best hook-up we've had, besides losing our viriginity together.
His hand was on my thigh the entire ride home. I really am going to miss you he says.
We kissed briefly in the car before I let him out.
So yeah...we'll see what happens when we get back
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